I am sorry for the loss of your dear Suzanne. We struggle with the question of why something like this happens, why people even have to die at all. God hates when things like this happen. He has a purpose that includes "death being no more" -Rev. 21:3, 4 as well as promising to “undo” death with the resurrection of our loved ones – John 5:28, 29. Currently the world is "lying in the power of the wicked one", but not for much longer. This hope has helped me get through some tough times and I hope it helps you now. When some time has passed, and the Witnesses knock on your door, they will be happy to provide more comfort from the Bible. Again, I am sorry for your loss. MN